wowowowowow.....

             i think its been a long time ! but i know i feel in love ! and i still have my job at famous footwear ! and im still in my drug program ...which i love ! i have just started going to N.A. meetings . they are actully pretty fun ! and i never in one minute of my like thought i would ever be able to say that i enjoy anything not drug related ! there is like a new world out there full of other people who are just like me drug free and they are ok with it !

              but i feel in love with this guy.... he is so perfect for me and i love him to death ! we are so perfect together and we like never fight (well not really)! but his name is MITCH GARRETT WHITED ! i dont know if you know him but he is the nicest, sweetest guy! he is almost to perfect to for me....im not even kidding ! but i hope we stay together for a long time cuz he makes me so happy !

I LOVE MITCH GARRETT WHITED .....TILL I DIE !

well well well it has been a while ..... not to much has been going on still chillaxing ...

 the loves in my life.....MY CAR .... amanda.....lucy...tiffani......the beach ...... boyS.....and just chillin ! yea i still dont know what to do about the two guy situation but i think im not going to date either of them ! guys are players no matter what age or race ! no lie .... but im still being a lil pimp for the time being ! lol ! well this week has been fun and it isnt even over yet !

i miss helen ....hehehe.... i love al of my friends !

the wedding was awsome ! it turned out to be the most beautiful thing ever ! all of us looked good except i had like ace ventura hair but its all good ! i got to spent the whole weekend with my sister and the entire family ! now i know we had are rough spots but it all worked out for the best !

school is going good ! i still like most of my classes and this girl that i really dont like almost got into a fight this moring and i just sat back and watched because what goes around comes around ! it was really really funny !

yea there is just one more thing on my mind ! i cant stop thinking about it ! i like 2 different guys and they both like me ! what do i do ! im happy with both and i like both and they both make me smile and laugh and say sweet shit ! it sucks cuz all i wanted was a sweet kid and now i got two at the same time and i dont know what to do ! if u think u know how to help me , leave a comment ...i really need all the help i can get !